Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Pocket your opinions please.

OMG NEW POST.

Okay, I have a few things to say. Not that anyone cares, because they're just self criticisms and the like and I hate them but I think it'll be better to get them out rather than letting them mingle inside my head because that leads to overanalysis which sucks the most.
Triple choc cookies also feature prominently in this post, mainly because their crumbs have been strategically dropped away from the keyboard.
Firstly, a certain friend of mine is really getting on my nerves. I can't stand the way they constantly criticise me and the way I go about things. They're so direct, too, with their opinions. I'm not sure how to tell them they're really making it hard for me to enjoy being who I am. They just make me more self conscious, which I personally would not have thought possible.
Another thing is that I agree with them and it really annoys me. It just feels like they've hit what I hate most about myself square in the face.
Yet another thing I hate is how this has turned into a "let's talk about our feelings" session.
BUT ARGH. KEEP YOUR OPINIONS IN YOUR POCKET, MAN. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.
Hmm. Maths homework. No, cookies first.
I've decided I need to go and learn actual stuff about actual stuff. So I borrowed this books, the ones for complete idiots? I borrowed this one about English Literature (it's super dull, I don't recommend it) and another about the Conflicts in the Middle East (which isn't too bad because it has stuff about religion and bombs). I was thinking to myself on the weekend that I needed help running my life, so of course the obvious solution was to educate myself.
Except I can't be bothered a whole lot of the time. I can't be bothered with a lot of stuff these days, actually.

1 comment:

  1. oh no. same person upsetting u? or is it just me annoying u by reading ur blogs?

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